Wow. This really is a life long battle. Just to think that just over a year ago I was almost 50lbs lighter and feeling great and swore I would never go back...and here I am, back to my starting weight, tired, uncomfortable, self conscious and sad/angry. It was so easy to get off the wagon, get complacent. A couple of things have gone awry in my life and I ended up not paying any attention to what I eat and stopped working out and here I am. Starting over. Ok so today, I've got all my food prepared wringing in at 1935 calories if I eat everything (which I usually don't so I think I'll probably end up around 1700 when all is said and done). I've discovered the oatmeal and egg white pancake recipes....so that is what I had for breakfast....yum! Food for the rest of the day includes fruits and vegetables, nuts, fish, and whole grain rice. I also got up and went to the gym this morning. It was hard making that first morning step out the door and it wasn't as early as I wanted but I made it for a good half hour of cardio. Tomorrow I will do more.
So here it is. I'm not going to be sad or angry anymore. I'm not going to be defeated or depressed... I'm going to quit my whining and get off my a$$ and do something about it. I will take this weight back off and then continue in taking off more and getting healthy and to goal. I'm going to continue to be empowered looking for a new career path, getting my bills paid off and getting towards a healthier and happier life. I'm starting today off on the right foot and I'm going to keep putting one right foot in front of the other! I will change my life.
wish me luck!


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