Goooood Mooooorning!
Well I am back from Yorkton and had a really nice visit with Carol and her Mom. It was really weird not having Joe around. I kept expecting him to walk into the kitchen and tell me he had washed all the bugs off my car or that he was going to the Loaf and Jug and could he pickup anything. They are doing well but I don't think it has really sunk in yet. I made a date with Carol's Mom to go to a big lily growers in July and check out all the lilies in bloom. She seemed quite excited about the idea and I can check up on her then.
I had a good weigh in on Tuesday. I hit the 100-lb mark. Finally! And I nailed it exactly, 153 on the nose. I wore my jeans for the first time on Thursday and the waist is loose. I never thought I would say this, but I am sick of shopping for clothes.
Can anybody explain how the Century Club works to me? Apparently I need a different weigh in sheet and I have to pay a registration fee. I think I can never go even a 1/4 lb. over the 100-lbs or I have to start all over again.
We also had a great discussion on Tuesday. A younger member who has over 100lbs to lose asked me if I was critical of my body or if I was Ok with how I looked. Some thought it was an offensive question but I thought it was very fair. I told her in all honesty I thought I was beautiful. Not model beautiful but "me" beautiful, 40 year old housewife beautiful. I told her that I have accepted the fact that i will never have a tiny "ideal" butt, my hips are too wide to ever achieve that. And that I will never have those super slim thighs, you know the ones, Julia Roberts has them. My legs are much to muscular and if I am going to run and lift weights and kickbox I need a sturdy base to work from. That led to a huge body image discussion and it was very interesting to hear how others saw themselves. The younger ones were the most self critical, Yowsers! They have their youth and they are SOOOOO Beautiful, and they don't see it. They don't see it at all. They just see labels "Too Short', "Too Wide" Too Big Boned" etc.
We need to invent a new standard of beauty, one that reflects warmth, generosity of spirit, humor, and intelligence and shows our young women how they are as a whole, so much more than the 'sum of their parts." I don't know how to do it, but somehow it has to be done.
I told my daughter that she was beautiful this morning. I hope with all my heart she believed me.
I think you are all beautiful, and I hope you all have a wonderful weekend!

Good for you!



