Hi guys,
I am already feeling disheartened at how far I have yet to go. I know, common affliction, especially this early in the game, but I feel like venting and I hope ya'll understand.
Okay, I decided to get a scale (finally) with the very last bit of money I have before I start my paying job. I was hoping I would at least be able to be at my starting weight, even maybe under a bit. I wasn't expecting monumental weight loss after two days of dieting, even I'm not that optimistic, but even a pound would be okay.
Nope. Not that lucky. Not only am I over my initial starting weight, I was over by 3-5 lbs. Granted, I haven't weighed in about a week or so, but I was hoping at least...
So, I feel like a total dweeb. I guess it's not really enough to make me give up, cause before if something like this happened I would just go for the sweets or something cause I'd be like, whatever, not going to lose it anyway, might as well eat. But, I am not eating, I am just sitting here drinking some Aquafina and venting to you guys. So I can at least count this as a little bit of a win in my book.

Okay, I needed to vent for a few moments, now back to being the semi-optimist I am again... for now anyway.

M
