
And in typical "Meredith" luck, I have yet another stupid paper due next Monday, which I'm totally stressed about, so I'm just hoping I'll be able to get through this one without binging--I've already proven that it's possible with my good behavior this past weekend, so I'm just hoping I can keep it up! I had a brief panicky moment this morning because I was starting to freak out about the paper - just feeling like I'm sooo not prepared to write it - and had a really strong urge to binge... Probably the strongest one I've had recently, actually! But luckily I wasn't really around any food, so I was able to resist by default, heh. 

I am joining your weekly binge free thread. I hope that is ok. I am on day #1 of my journey. Well, not really. I've been on the "journey" for a long time. About a year ago, I got serious about losing weight and lost about 35 pounds. In the past three months, I started a new job, moved into a new apartment and moved in with my boyfriend. Because of all the changes, I started binging more and more. I don't really know how much weight I've put back on...maybe 15 pounds. I know it's important to stop the cycle before I put all the weight back on. I am training for a marathon, so my exercise is not the problem...it's the food. Today has been a very good day so far. One thing I'm trying that is different from other times, is I'm not really making any food off limits. Whenever I tell myself I can't have something, I freak out and want more and more and more. Here's to the first day on my journey to success. 
I am starting today, so far so good (yeah it's only 9am LOL). Not only am I not going to binge, I am not going to eat flour or sugar either. I had plain yogurt which I normally would not touch but I mixed it with bananas and it was yummy. I also had oatmeal with no sugar and survived lol
For dinner I had whole wheat pasta with ground turkey. I felt really good when I went to bed. 