when will it end ,count points , weigh food, eat and exercise, oh my oh my oh my will i ever get away from it all?
i just want to be normal and i am really sorry i know i should be positive and i know i should be posting happy thoughts and helping to inspire other fat chicks but i really don't feel very inspirational today just bored and a little ,no ,a lot impatient i am trying really hard and what is this weeks result 1 stupid pound ,1 lousy pound, i'll never get the dress i want for the wedding at this rate, but i will keep going and i will keep weighing and counting and , please forgive me for ranting on it stops me eating ,

thanx for listening folks


