not feeling that great today!! i totally messed up last night and ate a bunch of cookies. I woke up this morning feeling like a piece of dump...

i havent yet shared my home situation with any of you and I thinks it's about time. I was forced to move back in with my parents after living on my own for a year due to economic hardship.. and there is a reason i left in the first place.

My father isnt that bad but he had a tendency to scream when he is talking to you ( i guess thats just cause we are italian) but it's more of the fighting of him and my mother... and omg i dont even know where it starts when it comes to her

I feel like im dealing with children here. They are both over weight themselves but dont wanna do anything about it. this house stresses me out to no end. I feel like just being here drains the **** outta me.

I could go on but dont think i should, i would be writeing a novel.

and i have managed to maintain the weight of 168.8 for three days now...i ahve only been on this diet since monday and i started a 170...


so i dont know i am going to post my 3erd video blog on youtube later. I havnt had ANY feedback or comments or anything from it so im feeling a little discouraged...

i just needed to vent....

thanks all hope everyone else is feeling better then me!! lol

When I moved back home to help my mother out- I quickly realized a day later WHY I moved out in the first place lol.

Mama mia!!! Que cosa fai!!!!
I feel your pain...
Hang in there, hang in your room, close the door, buy a 2nd hand mp3 player with EARPHONES, get on an eating plan, and plot your escape...
I'd bake you a file in a cake, but I think cake is off the eating plan...
Kira

lol thanks all

It sounds very stressful! Think about the one thing you CAN control in this situation... That's you! Plan everything out and do what you can to hold it together for you.

Have you posted a link to your VLog? Please do so that I and others can have a look.