well i never thought i wud be here again, wanting to loose weight for a second time. I thought once I achieved my goal I would be able to stay there and be happy, clearly not.
Since achieveing my goal I got ill, had immensely low blood pressure which was causing me to black out randomly, doctor stopped me exercising and forced me to eat more varied foods. Needless to say I have gained a stupid amount of weight.
In January I split with my boyfriend of 6 years, he has been rather negative towards me on many of public forums and amongst friends which has just caused me to comfort eat.
So, shelz returns, with a realistic goal this time and an immense feeling of guilt. I cant believe i have gained so much back. So this time I am looking to be at goal within three months, thats 2lb a week loss. I'm going to be doing 2 hours of cardio a day, half an hour of this is going to be a brisk walk!
I am so low at the moment all I can seem to do to cheer myself up is eat. I feel fat and ugly, like i have done for most of my life, and I want to change that. When I get bored or depressed I want to be able to go and exercise rather than eating! So, support ladies please.
Who remembers me?!
