I AM SO FRIGGING MAD! It happened again. Went walking outside at lunch, had tons of energy, was even able to do some short spurts of running, yes running at 274 lbs! Then it hit me, half way through, stomache pains, I had to go to the bathroom again! I had to cut my walk short and rush to the nearest bathroom, praying the whole way that I could hold it.

I even ate 1/2 apple instead of lunch before walking so it would not happen. I guess its the gym for me only. This makes me so frigging furious I could just cry. The one time I find something that works for me , ends up making me quit cause I cant keep from ****ing my frigging pants.
Im Done. This is so ridiculuous I just want to cry.


