Morning glories!
Just a quick howdy do and then off to do stuff!
I'm with you on that late spring lament, Ruth. Even though my lilacs are done, my iris are just now blooming. I haven't gotten one perinnial (or is it annual? and how do you spell perinnial anyway? I'm too lazy to look it up!) planted. It's been one of those springs when the wind is blowing so fast and furiously inside that I can't seem to get outside to get anything done. But, there's grass in the flower beds and I saw a couple of haughty dandilions spitting seeds all over the place a couple of days ago. So, maybe I'll take a tip from flylady and just spend 15 minutes a day out there until things are all neat and tidy.
Or not!
Very crappy weekend foodwise...which always grants me a very lousy attitude (think carbohydrate psychosis!). But which got me thinking and journaling this morning about how I'm always trying to change myself by making some grand, sweeping decision. Like: "I may be eating like a pig right now, but TOMORROW I'll get it all together and never do this again!" And how that has about as much power to save me as whistling loud when walking past the cemetary at night. Pretty sad to realize that not once in my life has that kind of decision pulled me even one inch out of the mud.
And yet, I persist!
It's only been those tiny, countless, daily decisions -- the ones made w/out fanfare or solemn vows -- that have ever made a difference for me. Like: "Potato chips or baby carrots? I guess just this once I can live w/out a cheddar cheese chip."
That part of me which has nothing to do with the Truth or God wants very much to believe that I can make ONE decision and this weight and food thing will be handled. It's pretty darn humbling to realize that it's really what I do about those thousands of daily, little, moment-by-moment decisions that is really going to make the difference between whether I control my food and weight (or they control me) -- and that I, personally, am going to need God to give me the strength to make them right, if I'm ever going to lose weight and keep it off.
H-m-m-m. That's going to give me a little something extra to chew on today!
Well, chicks, have a great one. It's a gift!
Love,
Sooner