Hi Everyone.
I'm happy to be here.. I've spent all day trying to find a forum I can come to with level headed people in my same circumstances for support- so here I am!
I'm 35 years old, married to an amazing man, no children.
And the heaviest and most miserable I've ever been at 189.5 (Im 5'7")
I used to be a marathon runner... now I dont work out at all and eat horribly.
My husband is a marathon runner and we just got home from the Disney Marathon.. as he ran I sat on the sidelines eating a carmel roll. Not one of my proudest moments.
We just got a new treadmill for Christmas.. so I plan on using it in my journey.
I have a past history of binge eating/emotional eating.
I've gained and lost the same 30 lbs so many times now. And I want this to be the LAST TIME!! I have so many GORGEOUS clothes in my closet-- and all I basically wear are my size XL Juicy sweats. Also, I want to do this for health reasons-- I dont feel good at all.
I look in the mirror and no longer recognize myself. I find that I tend to stay in the house and dont want to see old friends b/c I'm embarressed of how I look.
So, that's me. I'm tired of this endless cycle and I want to find the old me again and be happy and healthy.
I look forward to participating in supporting each other!
AM


Good luck!