I cant find a great balance its like I never get full or I make excuses to be fat.
I was going to try and lose some weight for the new year,now I live close to yellowstone and they actually have been having a scare at the super volcano so I tell myself well if it blows I might as well eat what I want and be happy

But I am still in my 20's and I will tell you I need to do something I need to get into control I have been having some chest pains I have had a ekg a year ago so I think I am fine but I think its food related,I am swollen water lodged...Its no fun
I feel the only time I can do great is if I just drink protien shakes all day,but the minute food touches my lips even healthy food I binge........


