Hi Ladies (and gentlemen).
I have been struggling to lose weight off an on for at least the past 15 years (I`m 27). Needless to say, I`ve been unsucessful.
In February of 2007, I was diagnosed with Type 2 Diabetes and impared liver function, to go along nicely with my high blood pressure. The trifecta of obesity, I guess.
For the past couple of years, I topped out my Dr`s scale, which goes up to 350. I expect I was around 360 or so, but I`ll never know for sure.
At first, I bought a Gazelle, tracked all my food etc and got down to about 320. My sugars were in control and my liver function was getting better. The, I don`t know what happened, but I just started ignoring the problem and my sugars crept back up again. So did my weight.
Since July, In the past 6 months or so, I`ve gone down to 315. I`ve been working out at the gym, but not eating very well. I`ve gone back to my binging and the sugars have gone completely out of whack. They`ve gotten up to as high as 26 (should be around 5 - 6). I suspsect some of the weightloss to be due to the elevated blood sugars, which is not at all good.
I`m proud of myself with the work I`ve done at the gym. I signed up for a trainer at the gym, and am doing about 40 - 45 minutes of cardio 5 days a week, along with 2 (for now) half hour sessions with my trainer.
I guess I just need some support. I`m angry that I keep allowing myself to get to this point. I have 45% body fat, and am huge. I carry the majority of my excess weight in my stomach, which explains the diabetes (that and genetics). I feel like I`m killing myself slowly, and I don`t want to anymore.
Another thing that further complicates things is that my Dr just started me on Glyburide in addition to my Metformin. While the Metformin has typically promoted weight loss, the Glyburide apparently makes almost everyone gain weight. I`m scared that all that work I`ve been doing has been for naught, and I`m worried that I`m going to remain this size forever.
I was hoping someone here would have experiences to share with me. I`d ask in the diabetes forum, but I thought you ladies would better understand, considering how far I have to go.



*SUPPORTIVE HUGS* 