I've been far from on plan, but am deciding to not worry too much until the new year... or at least after I return from DC. I know I'm probably going to be pushing 130 or maybe a little over, but I am ok with that, as I fully intend to get 100% back on my very clean eating routine + very strict exercise regimen after the holidays. I was beating myself up over staying on plan before and decided I needed a little break for the sake of my sanity. A slew of mental health days, if you will.
I am quite certain that Aunt Flo will be visiting me soon, as I'm getting MAAAAAD cravings. Like, I WANT FUDGE NOW! And pizza! And Chinese food! And pasta! And ICE CREAM! And if I don't get ALL OF IT, Im'ma HURT SOMEBODY! I'm getting cravings like a pregnant lady -- only I am quite certain I am not pregnant
The good news is that I have not gained any weight yet.
The better news is that I am almost over this infection. My voice has fully returned, I am no longer getting coughing fits at night, and I'm not feeling weak anymore. There is still slight pain in my throat, but it is only slight and I can live with it for now.
Oh... my endocrinologist referred me to a psychologist who specializes in dealing with people who have chronic illnesses. I gave him a blank look and said, "The first word in psychologist is psycho

" But... after some careful consideration and contemplation, I decided to see him today. He taught me a bunch of breathing exercises and told me that he was determined to get me to relax. He also told me I was too young to worry about things

-- it is funny how people who are older sometimes judge the lives of those younger. I must admit, though, it was nice to have someone to rant about my life to who could listen to everything objectively.
Daaaang,
Allison, I am envious of your discipline

Do you happen to share that will power dust?

OH... AND the macaroons?
Meg, I'm envious of you, too. You LOST weight over the holidays? BRAVO, lady!
Pat - even if your exercise has not been on plan, I commend you on your eating
Robin, your post struck a chord with me. I have been feeling the same way: I have been horribly off plan and then realized, "Wow, I don't like overeating. I just thought I did! CRAZY ME!" It just keeps happening because... hm... well, I know it is different for everyone, but... maybe food genuinely makes you happy? And you like the way it tastes? Crap food is really addicting, too. You just can't stop at one bite. Or... errr... I can't, anyway. If it is unhealthy and delicious, I have to eat it until it's gone and reap the rewards afterwards.
kmac - feel free to pop in here any time

No one here (or anywhere else in the world!) is perfect. If I had a dollar for every time I messed up on my diet/exercise regimen, I'd be a very rich lady. I probably wouldn't need a dayjob for a few years. However, just like everyone else here, I may mess up all the time, but I keep going anyway, dust myself off, and remind myself that tomorrow is another day where I can do things right.