For 6 months I have been almost POP (except for a week of vacation.. I'm feeling fit since I have done all 3 levels of the 30DS and walk daily. I even won 3fc Biggest Looser. Yessiree...I was flying high Tuesday!
Then Wendsday happened! We had our Christmas lunch at work. I planned to go and socialize and fill my plate with salad. I've done it before...No problem right? I had my plan.
When I got to the luncheon...the first thing I saw was KEY LIME PIE. I began to waver. I devised a new plan. I would eat modestly at the luncheon and have just 1 piece of that Key Lime Pie. Then jump right back on plan for the rest of the day. And I did that. Minimum damage done. I felt ok about it. Then yesterday was lunch with my old boss. I did well. Salmon and veggies. But my old boss is famous for the Christmas cookies that she used to bake every year...She made sure we brought 2 big boxes full back to the office with us. I totally lost control folks. I kept going back for more and more. I think I probably ate 20 cookies before it was all over. It was just like the old days that I thought I had left behind. No control at all. I didn't eat well for the rest of the day either. even did some sampling while cooking for the Chrismas treat buffet that I will have to deal with today.
I have a new obstacle to get past nearly every day between now and New Years. I was confident and doing so well 2 days ago. Now I feel completely out of control and overwhelmed by the taste temptations that await me at every turn. I need a new plan, but I'm not thinking clearly.
So all I know to do is take this a day at a time. I'll come back here tonight and report to all if I made it through today OP...Or fell flat on my face again today. Please send me good vibes!
DJ






