I just joined this forum b/c I was interested in researching MRC to see if I was just a failure or if MRC had problems. In my quest (I had really known it before hand) I have acknowledged it was my lack of effort and motivation that let me put down my HNS and my menu. I am feeling ready to go back again- but I have an intense fear of being the "failure" who couldn't do it right the first time. I know all I need is courage to get back in there- but does anyone have any stories or uplifting information who went back a second (or more) time around?
MRC and I worked very well together for about 3 months while I was in college. It was the first time I actually stuck with something b/c of the accountability. I felt so good being thinner. As graduation approached, my eagerness to work hard at eating right soon fell out of sight. I think it's safe to say I was even 'afraid to be skinny' because I never have. My extra inches are a security blanket for me. I'd like to get on the program again, and really do it right. I want to live the life my friends get to live. I want to look not just good, but sexy in a swimsuit. I want to have more energy and more confidence. And more so than anything else- I will not buy another size bigger in clothes. I have had enough, and it is time for me to do something to change my life. Please share your stories. Thank you!

Keep up the hard work, I really look forward to talking with you again. We can do this!