My blood sugar has been elevated the last 2 years and this July I was officially diagnosed with pre-diabetes and put on Metformin (1500mg with my evening meal).
The thing that scared me was blurry vision. I can deal with a big butt even tho I don't like it but it worried me to no end to lose my sight.
So I bought some books to get more information. Was lucky to get into a free diabetes education program at the local hospital, made some changes to my Weight Watchers diet (including sticking more to points and cutting more carbs out). I joined a gym and go 4 times a week. Because of work schedules it meant giving up my night owl habits and going to bed early because we are at the gym at 5:30am working out now.
Was it easy

Do I like it

Do I feel better?

and even my numbers are improving from my latest blood work so I have to admit (even reluctantly) that this is what I
HAVE to do.
I am a very stubborn person. The first few weeks after I was diagnosed I kept telling myself I have to change my lifestyle. But I'll start my next meal - I really wanted a cheeseburger right now. Or although I said I'd exercise today, I'm really tired, I'll start tomorrow. And tomorrow never came. Just like when I half heartedly tried to quit smoking. So I knew I had to put myself in a position where I was forced to do good for myself.
Thing is Wifey from the people I've talked to and the books I've read, they all say that pre-diabetes, you have a good fighting chance to turn this around. Diabetes is a progressive disease so once you go down that road, there's no turning back. Do
everything possible not to get there. If that means scaring yourself silly or having people nag you or just digging deep and finding that committment to change, do it.
I have made alot of positive changes and the weight is still coming off very very slowly. It would be easy to say, why try if it's not working but I know now that it's that little self sabotage voice whispering in my ear, instead of voice of reason and common sense.
It looks like you've made a good start on the weight so far. keep up the good work!