Back-story: This is day 3 of my diet, and so far I've done fairly good except for the white-chocolate bread pudding my husband and I split for desert last night at Biaggi's. Anyway, I'm a total carb-aholic and my absolute favorite food is Macaroni and Cheese. I'm trying to follow the core plan's regimen of 1 serving of pasta, rice, or potatoes no more than once per day.
So, my husband needed the computer for a few minutes, so I laid down on the couch for a brief rest/nap. While there, I started "dreaming" of macaroni and cheese. And I wasn't just eating it. I was gorging myself on it right out of the pan. I actually used to do this as a kid when my parents weren't watching and when I was home alone and then in college, I could eat a whole box of mac and cheese by myself. My husband, Samuel, has taken it upon himself to be the carb police, so there's no way I could have any with him around. I actually began to think, "When will I be home by myself without him so I can make or get some mac and cheese?" I'm so glad he's home now, because if he weren't I would probably be headed to the grocery store for a box.
It made me want to cry. I feel like such a loser! I love food and I love to eat. One of the reasons I'm a complete failure when it comes to dieting because I get so depressed as dieting usually means giving up most of my favorite foods for stuff I try to tell myself is exotic and wonderful (i.e. steamed veggies with tofu. Yum! ) and I completely crash at some point and give in to my craving for something that will make me happy - at least until I step on the scale.
I'm so sorry this has gone on so long, but I needed to get it out. I also had some low-fat popcorn to snack on, which has helped some. I hope this website and forum are the keys to getting me over that craving hump that has stopped me every other time. What do you guys do when you have cravings like these? And have you found healthy, diet-friendly foods to get excited about?