Goodforme and Dottie: Thanks for your wise words! I appreciate your insights. I'm struggling with feeling out of control, which I rarely have this year (except for right around Valentine's Day, too much chocolate everywhere!). Mornings I have a green salad and some protein--turkey sausages, a slice of crustless quiche, etc. Lunch is a veggie and some chicken or fish, usually leftovers, and something crunchy, like celery sticks with cottage cheese or peanut butter. Dinner includes carbs, like rice or pasta, along with a veggie and usually another salad and maybe fruit or frozen yogurt for dessert.
I'm not blaming this on a plateau or a stall, it's my behavior. The problem is that suddenly I'm snacking on food provided by others, even though I can't say that I'm hungry between meals. I don't seem to be able to just say no to illegal foods between meals. It's as if I'm possessed by a demon, and I don't even have an internal debate about that slice of cake. And I'm beginning to eat too much at dinner, I know. Part of this is emotional, my home life isn't great right now, but I can't figure out if the problem is in my head or in my plan.
Dottie, I've been thinking about switching for a while to either carbs throughout the day, or to no carbs at all (which I did for about three weeks in January). Suggestions welcome....
But since I couldn't sleep very well last night, I got up early and worked out, which felt great. Right now I'm at one of the weights my body has been at before, so I know my fat cells are resisting me. I'll probably have a variation of this again when (note that I said "when," not "if"!) I get down to around 200.
Having you ladies to talk to has been tremendously helpful! Thanks!
jaelynn