What was I thinking when I was buying those?
Was I thinking I would be size 31 forever?
Was I thinking that the shape was somehow flattering to me?
Was I thinking - AT ALL?!?

Oh, and there is even one pair in size 28, that I have never had on, not even once.
On a brighter note, a couple of weeks ago I ogled 3 pairs of jeans (all in the size, 12 T) that I bought approximately 2 years ago [that is, I bought one pair in summer and then my then-boyfriend gave two more pairs for Christmas except that they no longer fit, so 2 pairs are still with the store tags]. When I tried them on, I still had an at least 2 good inches gap at the waist (and I have no intention of 'squeezing' myself into smaller jeans just for the sake of wearing a smaller size). I put them on this morning, and geez, they are ALMOST too loose!
So I am on my last ''wearable" pair of jeans (in triplicate, nevertheless), with a ton of jeans in the unflattering style. What do I do when I lose some more weight and these will be falling off me?




). I had a blast shopping for the first time in so long I can't even remember. There is nothing more liberating and motivating than buying a new pair of jeans in a smaller size - unless maybe it's pulling that first pair off the rack in the size you think you wear only to find they fall off of you