Well after a month of eating 1200-1400 calories a day, keeping my fat at 30% of my calories or less and eating a slightly restricted amount of carbs. I have lost 4.2lbs. The most I've lost in a month for over a year. I was VERY encouraged by this. Sam ate this same diet with me and he lost 11lbs. I chalk it up to 3 things, he's a man, it's his first diet and he DOESN'T have PCOS...LOL.
Honesty speaking here: I hesitate to be too excited as the last 6 months or more has been up 4lbs, down 3lbs, up 4lbs, down 1lb and then up 3lbs and down 4.2lbs. Basically it's been up or down. This is what I wrote in an email to a friend this morning:
I worry
I find I worry about what next months weigh-in will be. My weekly weigh-ins at home, seem to be of no use to me, but you know the scale is a powerful tool that beckons to you. I find because I worry, I wonder. Wonder if I'll see the up down, up down trend AGAIN. I worry that I'll always be fat. So then I eat. Sure I eat CLOSE to my goal, but always a bit over, because secretly I fear, it won't work this month, so why bother. OK I said it.
--Real thoughts from a real person
Now don't get me wrong. I'm only on Day 2 of Month 2, eating this way. I go back to my Endo in a week and half, so we'll see what he says. I know I can completely tolerate the Avandia and didn't tolerate the Glucophage AT ALL. My cycles are FINALLY getting back to normal, after the fiasco with the Yasmin. Even though I say I've gone over (like 25 calories yesterday and 10 the day before that). I'm not eating out of control or anything.
So that's it for the update. How is everyone else doing?
Yvonne

I don't know why, after I got the ultrasound and he went over the bloodwork he brought me to the desk to schedule a follow up visit... I will ask next month! I probably shouldn't be so passive about it, but I will give myself this one last chance to make a change myself and if it hasn't happened by the time I go back then I will ask to see her. Apparently the only ones that 'have' to see her are the diabetics. Well, if I don't get my weight off I will be one for sure!
Someone mentioned on a PCOS list I'm on that there is also another new bar called "Pure Delight". It supposed to be even better than the Carbolite bars. Now I'll have to find some and test them out. LOL