I would like to encourage you to get counseling.

It was a tremendous tool to get to the reasons why I was eating in a destructive way. Binging is a double edged sword, isn't it...helps and hurts in one fell swoop? My issues revolved around an extensive abuse history that needed to be delt with...I am glad I did! My way out was to delve inward, take my power back.
Jiffy's right, it will take time...but the time it takes to get to a healthy attitude about food and living well only starts ticking down when you start the process.
WLS is a gift, don't let it slip away...take control of your destiny and call someone in your area.
Angela