Thanks for the warm welcome!

I'm just visiting for now though.
I'm definitely hearing some of my concerns in your replies. I was actually doing pretty fine and dandy at 1500-1600 plus one higher calorie day of about 2000-2300. I was hungry sometimes, but that hunger would be satisfied the next time I ate. I space out my meals and snacks, all my meals and at least one snack include a protein, and I eat lots of fluffy high fiber foods. My only empty calories are two ginger snaps with my tea in the evening (50 cals). That's my ritual and I need to keep it! I don't eat any fast food or 100 calorie packs or stuff like that. No trans fats, no HFCS.
That was working just fine until I hit 152-153. I tried to cut calories to 1400 at that point (and keep my higher calorie day), and I can't seem to stick to that. It makes me hungry to distraction and I have to eat more. This week I upped to 1500 but caved again yesterday, I think because I'm just in this on/off pattern now.
I already exercise 5x weekly for at least an hour, a mix of cardio, pilates, and lower body strength without weights. I can't do upper body strength training or anything with weights right now. I'm in physical therapy for a neck and shoulder issue. I'm trying to up the intensity of my cardio meanwhile by adding bigger lower body moves like jumping and covering more distance in floor aerobics and adding an extra riser in step class. Should I instead try to cut back on cardio, like Barbara?
I'm really starting to wonder if this is just the end of the road for me. With my exercise level I could eat over 1800, which would definitely be enough to satisfy me for the long term, and maintain my current weight. I'm still in the overweight range (just barely) but I'm really pretty fit. I might get my body fat % and overall fitness assessed at the gym and focus on that for a while instead.
In my heart, I know I'd like to lose another 10-15 lbs. But I just don't know if I can cut calories further!
Thanks for reading all this!
