I just wanted to vent to people that would understand.
Im just so frustrated with my PCOS, I am ready to be pregnant.
It seems like everyone is watching me and waiting for it to happen.
So much pressure from my friends and family. I dont think they are doing it intentionally, and they wish me the best, but it feels like Im failing.

Im trying to focus on losing all the weight I can, to help with a healthier pregnancy, but all the disapointments make me want eat. It's a terrible cycle... Im doing my best to control it.

Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

I completely understand! I was just engaged when I was diagnosed with PCOS. I don't want kids just yet but my doctor told me how it would be more difficult for me when the time came.
You psych yourself out more just thinking about it. Once you relax and don't focus on getting pregnant, it'll happen.

I'm so sorry about the pressure you're under. That is certainly not at all fair, as well meaning as your family is it must get really annoying being a chick waiting to hatch with people all staring at you. You're doing a great thing for you and for your children in the future by getting healthy, no matter how this turns out.

totally understand huni, I don't have PCOS but I have some other medical condition and I've had 3 losses. The things people say sometimes are so hurtful