So, I finally decided to bite the bullet and shuck out the $$ to join WW online.
The thing was that I had done WW years ago, so much to my surprise, they still had my name on file. So I remembered my sign in info and just signed back in again, to be greeted warmly with my current weight and goal:
WEIGHT:140.5
GOAL: 125
Now, the reason this kinda freaked me out is that it was like a little time capsule -- this is my info from the last time I signed in and weighed in -- June, 2004! And it's exactly where I'm at now! And this is after 4 years of up and down and up again....And I remember falling off the wagon way back then, too...I remember bingeing so bad, so miserable...
So then there was this little frowny face that was like, "Hey, you gained a pound since the last time you weighed in! That blows! But maybe if you weighed in more, you wouldn't be such a fat piggy now!" OK, maybe the frowny face wasn't saying ALL of that in wordsd, per se, but I read it in his eyes. And was like, "DUDE! It's been 4 years! Gimme a break! I wear, I was down to 134, AND then I was all the way up to 154, so really, I've lost weight!"
Whatever, I didn't have 3FC back then. Now, I do. Things will be different this time. 125, here I come...
S

Time to look forward 
for keeping up the great attitude
I did the same thing you did once. Although, I lost 80 pounds on WW (went from ~230 down to ~150). At some point, I started gaining. When I got to 170ish I stopped going to WW and stopped paying for the online tools. Well it felt really bad when I started going back to WW and logged back in online... and had to enter 220 as my weight! Don't worry, just stick with the program and you will reach that goal!
on having a great attitude and for sharing your experience!