Hey peachcake, sorry to hear your feeling grrrrr about your progress!
When you say you journal your food, what does that mean exactly? Do you list calories for everything you eat? Do you measure and/or weigh everything? It's easy to underestimate...
Anyway, you could list what you typically eat in a day, and maybe we could make suggestions. Be blunt! List it all!
Also, how old are you, roughly, like an age range (20-30, etc). Maybe we can figure out where things stand.
Jay