I am so happy to have found this board. I am 32 years old and need to lose 120 lbs. I have lost weight before (90 lbs) but gained it all back, with a combination of really bad habits, pcos, bipolar meds and 2 pregnancies.
I am so ready to do this...I want to do this but I am afraid of failure. The last time I lost weight I was manic and single. I had all the time (and energy) in the world. Now I feel like I am at the bottom of Mt. Everest looking up.
I've made a lot of difficult changes in my life. Worked very hard at staying well. My life is almost exactly the way I want it to be, with the exception of all this extra weight on my body. The person I see in the mirror does not reflect what I feel inside.
I want to roll around on the floor with my young kids. I want to ride a bike, go cross country skiing and dance with my husband. I want to feel like a 32 year old should feel.
So I am here looking for help and support. I am tired of being tired all the time. Buying an outfit in a regular woman's clothing store would be a nice change of pace too.
Thanks!

