Hey y'all!
Feeling under the weather.

Can't sleep.

Did very good eating-wise the past two days, but just scarfed down (let's see) 28 premium crackers and some margarine.

I just recorded the blip in my eating journal and if I am OP for the rest of the week I will still be on track. Somehow that makes me feel better knowing I didn't completely blow my chances at an OP week.
I went up 2 pounds this last week.

That was the kick in the butt that I needed to decide to start getting serious about the amount of food that I am putting in my mouth by measuring, counting and recording.

I know I am doing just fine on the water intake and the exercise. There might be some tweaking I could do in my exercise plan by lifting weights on a regular basis, but basically I am happy with how I am doing in these areas. Eating-wise, I thought I could just generally eat better, but I guess old habits die hard, so it's time to start recording. And lo and behold, these past two days, I have had to say "No" to a lot of things that I would normally fool myself into believing was OP enough. I'm bummed that I am under the weather today because I was feeling so strong about my decision to get more serious about my food intake. No reason the eating has to go haywire, but I do tend to want to comfort eat, hence the crackers and margarine.
aud - I am so proud of you for dealing with your stress in ways that don't include scarfing down food!
I am grateful that arguing about the kids is not on the agenda in our household. My DH used to run a nursery school for 8 years long before I knew him; he has a degree in Early Childhood Education; and finally, when he left his ex-wife due to mental illness, he brought his two kids with him and was a single Dad for years before I met him. Now we have a 9 year old son, his kids are grown and moved out and he has been nothing but a wonderful guide for me through this mystery called parenting.
Now, finances and house cleaning-wise...lots to iron out there over the years and it definitely is not over yet! Probably the biggest frustration for me has been his desire for me to be home more and to work more.

Which is it?!

I have finally managed to stop engaging in his mixed messages and just do what feels right for me. I still find it hard to do that, but I am better at it then ever before.
Just a tad chatty there, eh?

I think I'll hit the hay now.

I have a VERY busy day tomorrow. I sure hope I feel better.

I don't know that I will find the time to check in. Sweet dreams everyone!
