Ugh, today was HARD. I was craving EVERYTHING it felt like. I am a nanny, and I work at the family's house. With two kids under 3, the house is filled with snacks up the wazoo. I used to snack like crazy, not just at work, but at home, too...I am a convicted snacker. Which makes dieting very trying at times. Especially at times like today. I'm not even sure what brought it on. But I guess I didn't do too bad. For breakfast I had my slimfast with a small apple and 1 tbs of peanut butter. For lunch I had my slimfast with a raisin/cinnamon bagel. It could have been worse, but I know the only reason I really had the food with the slim fast is because I was craving everything so badly. But luckily, I avoided the cookies, ice cream, donut sticks, etc. I can be proud of that, right? I still feel crappy, though.
I weigh in tomorrow, and I am hoping to break the 25 lbs lost mark. It will be a bitter sweet moment... I have been sticking with this and want to see results, hitting that mark would be amazing. But on the other hand, my clothes aren't much looser, and I don't see a real change. I can't wait to go down a pant size. How long is it going to take, seriously? I went from 340 to 316. And I'm still not dropping a size. In fact, when my jeans came out of the dryer last night, they felt snug. UGH!


--but if you don't--be majorly proud of yourself for how far you've come, and just know that extra pound will drop off soon. Don't give up! Never ever ever ever ever give up!