so i dont know what my problem has been at all. ive been the biggest b**** this week. I mean i have been angry at people that didnt do anything. i literally woke up one morning and for whatever reason i was mad at them. I havent had a period in almost 2 years but maybe my hormones are still acting up??? i dunno. Anyways today i pulled myself out of this horrible mood, thanks to India.Arie. I love her song Healing. Its only a minute long but it says the things i need to do and it helped.
so anyways i was also watching TLC that show about the hospital for the mobidly obese people. Scared the crap out of my. I'm so scared of becoming like them. needles to say i have a salad for dinner instead of ordering take out like i have been doing because of my mood. I really want the quick fix but its not worth yoyo dieting for the rest of my life. I want to do this right and i want to be healthy. I still have a lot of planning to do tonight, but i just felt like writing something. have a nice night ya'll.

