Hi MyTime!
Sit back.

Take a deep breath. You don't have to do everything all at once!
Keep looking around the board. Take your time. You'll know what topics interest you and then you can jump in. I've been here a little over a month myself and the people are great and pretty interesting.
Every journey is made up of steps. Try not to think of your ultimate goal off in the distance. You're not gonna get there tomorrow. Think about the couple of steps you can take tomorrow that'll move you that much closer to where you want to be. You know yourself better than anyone. Let the information you find here on the board kind of filter in, listen to yourself and see what feels feasible to you...somewhere, the two forces will meet and you'll have an idea of what you might be able to adapt to.
P.S. Shelby, I just saw your signature. I think you killed a Keebler. The guy that did the voice of that elf just died.
