First off, this morning I reached 199 lbs!!!! ONE-derland feels ONE-derful.
Now, even though I'm so excited and I'd like to scream it to the world.. I'm feeling a little bit down, too.
I feel guilty for losing weight when my mom is losing none. I am proud of myself, but, I'm sad for her. I don't want to make her feel bad about herself because I'm losing weight and she's not.
I mean, I'm sure that she wants to try, and she quit smoking 3 days ago so it's been hard for her... but, I don't know... I just feel bad for losing weight.
Bleh. Am I stupid for feeling this way?