You've found hundreds of buddies! Sounds like you've had a lot of struggles up until now, but this is doable and the support here really helps. I know firsthand about misusing food as a source of comfort. All I can say is you have to find a replacement that's healthier than food. Not easy I know, but it's so crucial to not falling back on bad habits when things get rough.
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