I haven't been on here for I think a few weeks. I've gain 4 lbs. I am completly not watching what I am eating. I will admit - I've put myself last on the list. Having a second child, a newborn, with colic is stress full. The one good part in all of this is that I'm still nursing (I think I'm way past the hump!!

) Elijah has a real senstive tummy - I'm down to 1 soda a day.. some days none. I was drinking up towards 3 a day (reg soda!!) just to help with my stress. But that wasn't helping poor Eli. The kid wasn't pooping!
Some days are good with him but others I actually ask myself what made me think I could handle 2 children? Right now it's 4 am - this was Eli's first feeding.. one feeding a night... I can handle that.
Thanks for letting me ramble.
Are things ever going to be normal again - where I can kind of diet? am I ever going to want to?