Welcome to the group! I would say just relax and make sure you get workouts in, I feel MUCH more relax after a good kick *** workout you know? I am going to try to keep up my routine and not stray like I have done in the past. I keep telling myself, wow, if I would have just kept on this weight loss journey, by now, I would have been at my goal! Good luck!
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Originally Posted by nikkster
Hello all!
I'm trying to get back in the zone of weight loss. I've lost 50 pounds a year ago, but some how lost the drive of continuing and fortunately haven't gained it back. Now I've been eating fairly healthy throughout, but not really working out. Being a teacher on my feet all day has helped, but now it's summer and I kept thinking how great it would be to have all the time in the world to dedicate to ME, but it's been a month now and I probably work out 2 times a week on average. Whats hurting me is worry, stress and anxiety. Which is all due to job searching for a teaching job next school year. I keep telling myself to leave it be, relax and whatever happens it'll be OK. I have substituting to fall back on either way and it's not like I have a family to support or a house mortgage. I just feel a lot of guilt and disappointment that I can't help my boyfriend more financially since we live together.
So I've come here to get a little accountability in and get any support possible. Before I wasted a month, I had planned to loose 40 pounds by Sept...but now I'm thinking 30. As of right now I'm wearing a size 22 on bottom and 1x 18/20 on top. My first goal to where I believe I'll be content at is to fit in a size 18/20 on the bottom. I'm hoping 30-40lbs will get me there, but funny to think when I was 240-250 back in high school I was wearing a 22/24 on the bottom and its the "same" size I'm in now.
Its 2am now its only been last night and tonight I've been up way past my bedtime. I'd like to go gym around 9-10am so we'll see. I also need to hit up Sprouts for this weeks veggie & fruit load.