MiZ, hurray for good news! i am a firm believer in positive thinking and all that crap, though sometimes it is hella hard to put yourself in that mindframe when thinks are going wrong... but good for you that you are there right now
JL, eheh, i wouldn't consider my loose pants "lucky" eheh.... i was walking down the hall earlier and they were in serious danger of falling off my butt. lol. i think i might have to wear skirts to work for the next two weeks!! i do have other work pants, but i don't like them as much congrats on not touching the cookies! your day sounds fun
krampus, what do you do to entertain yourself?? i've read all my blogs and fb and even studied a bit, read a book... man... there is still like 2+ hours to go. had lunch with the kids and that was entertaining, although i did feel terrible for the kid in front of me who "had" to eat like 4 bags of soft-men (kinda spagetti-like noodles) because some kids in the class were absent and they have to eat ALL of it... he was basically gagging on the last bag and i felt so bad for him. i mean, i think that it's great that the kids are forced to eat everything so it makes them learn to not be picky, but if there are a bunch of absent kids, they should be able to return the food! seriously japan.... *shakes head*
Lianna, yeah... skinny people will never be able to understand it. and we just have to deal with it, i guess. doesn't mean your friends are uncaring or love you any less, although i do get what you mean. being fat, it's as much a mental thing as it is a physical one and yeah, when you change the physical part, the mental needs a bit of time to adjust (or sometimes will just have a freakout! lol) anyways. don't worry about it too much, especially if it's not your emotions but the emotions of someone on tv. just try to get yourself there, you know? hang in there!