Alli is great for a boost. I was against it initially, I feel so sorry that I was actually angry at my mother and a total 'health snob' towards her when she started taking it

I'm someone who loves to work out and eat healthy, and I saw that as though she were giving up. However, her life is not as flexible as mine, I work from home. She works like 12 hours a day, and she took it for about 4 months and lost 20 pounds, you're not supposed to take it for longer than 6 months.
Anyway, so because of some issues it became impossible for me to work out and eat healthy all the time (short stint living in the middle of the jungle in
PR where there is no public transportation and fresh food is impossible to find or too expensive, and where most definitely I can't go for a walk or run without getting insults from 'men', I don't drive and depended on someone taking me to the gym, this person was abusive), so because of all that I decided to take it for a while. I took it for about 3 days but was feeling too nauseous and stopped. Thinking back, I was eating TOO healthy and TOO low fat and was exercising strenuously at home. A few months later I decided to try it again, and I am currently on it. I am using it as a 'solution' to my current situation. I hate this place, I did not want to come and live here, and I am thankfully moving to the UK in September, I will be using the alli until then. I think it's good as a temporary relief for people who need a boost or are in a desperate situation, but definitely in the long run this will deplete you of your health. Like I said, I'm someone who actually loves the gym, I can't wait to move to the UK, I will be buying a bike

but where I am now I just don't have the tools, I tired and tried and tried, and you can see that reflected in the people here, the majority is fat including my family.
Wanted to add, I was working out at home but the abusive person (my brother) would get angry and start yelling and throwing things if he saw me on the treadmill happily working out. He was the one who months before would take me to the gym and began demanding more and more money to do this favor, it got impossible, I suspect he is mentally ill. About a week ago I had to stop talking to him altogether for my sanity and self-respect, anyway I feel I'm more in the UK than here atm, less than two months left for this nightmare to be over.