I had such a whirlwind few days, I feel like I've been gone for months! I hope y'all are doin' OK.
My best friends parents were taking she and her hubby away for the weekend to Opryland in Nashville, complete with hotel, shows... the whole works. Her DH got called out of town for work at the last minute, and since there were no changes or refunds on the tickets that late, I got an amazing weekend with my best friend of 25 years and her parents! Opryland Hotel and Resort is eyepopping, and certainly not a place I could ever afford to stay - WOW, nice to see how the other half lives. The hotel is under glass, sort of like a football stadium with clear domes. There are many, many different gardens, fountains, waterfalls, etc. and the decorations are stunning. People go there just to walk around and look at the displays, and I actually got to stay there - WOW again! Friday we went to a Pam Tillis dinner show, Saturday we went on a lunch cruise on a paddle wheel boat, and then to see the Rockettes - what a show!! Today we went to see a display called "Ice". It's hard to explain, but picture a huge warehouse that's kept at 15 degrees, and inside it everything is made of ice. There are bridges, walk through tunnels, a castle (complete with ice slides, and YES I slid down LOL). The most amazing thing were the sculptures. O my... can't even begin to describe how beautiful things were. There was a sleigh, all kinds of animals, angels, and at the end, a Nativity Scene that was so beautiful it made me cry. I will try hard to get pictures up for y'all to see, you won't believe it!
So that was the good part, the bad part was food. O man. So much stuff I couldn't have - it was very, very upsetting and seriously makes me question if this WOE is for me. I have no problem eating at home. I can make all kinds of good, hearty, healty and satisfying food, but trying to travel\vacation and eat right is damn near impossible. Breakfast? There was one (yep, one) thing on the menu I could eat, an omelet w/bacon. No juice, casseroles, toast, potatoes, fruit, grits, biscuits & gravy, etc., and it was downhill from there

Neither the dinner show or cruise offered any menu choice - chicken rolled around stuffing w/gravy, broccoli casserole, carrots, stuffed pork tenderloin, cauliflower w/cheese sauce, asparagus w/balsamic vinegarette & gorgonzola cheese, dessert bar, hot cocoa (only milk for coffee, no powdered stuff or 1/2 & 1/2) OY! THey have pastry chefs there, and I almost drooled on the Napoleons and sather torte. There was excellent food, and I ended up leaving the table hungry. I kept thinking that if I'd been on a WOE like Weight Watchers I'd have been able to eat some of those things, and wouldn't have felt so consistantly deprived. I'm just not sure what to do now. This WOE makes me feel energetic, supresses my appetite so I'm always satisfied, and it's working on the weight, but it's sooooo difficult, and the frustration over food issues really took some of the fun out of my weekend.
*sigh*
I'm back now, and didn't cheat, even when Debbie's Mom (sweet and wonderful lady that she is) bought me a Sugar Free Godiva chocolate bar from the Godiva store in the hotel. She said she was proud of how hard I was working and wanted me to be able to have a treat to. Wanna guess how many carbs in that selection??? I took one small bite, thanked her profusely, then quietly threw it away later *WEEEEEEP*
I thought about cheating, switching to something else, etc. I just don't want to give up without some thought. I have a lifelong relationship w/food that's been filled with mindless eating and no serious thought, this time, I'm going to make a conscious decision that isn't based on a cheat leading to a land slide of bad eating and guilt.
Thanks if you read all that, I'll let cha know what I decide.
Stacy