

I need to adjust my ticker since I binged some of that weight back on. I guess I am just hoping it will magically go back away.
My son is loving 6th grade. i am so glad that he is doing well in Middle school so far. My daughter seems to have matured a lot this summer also. I guess helping to take care of my mom will do that. They had a few close calls with her this summer. My daughter is so afraid she is dying and we have not even told her yet. Her and my mom are very close. Well, I need to end and get to the bus stop, will check in this weekend. Thanks all for the welcome back.
I know I have gained so much back. I want to lose it but I become so discouraged. I try to please everyone else first before me. I feel guilty if I don't put them first. Then of course I feel guilty because I can't do everything I think I should be doing for them anyways. I had a total breakdown at the counselers yesterday. Of course that was my last visit with her. She got a new job and I have to go to someone new. She is trying to help me not smoke the cigs. I keep telling her that is the worse of the two evils for me. The cigs or the binge eating! I am just loving a regular roller coaster ride.
then my other son who is 11 months younger than the other one.. was in the hospital 2 x within 1 week!! he was only about 4.. scled the entertainment unit and pulled a big tv down onto his chest then 1 week later.. (same er nurse too) he climbed all the way to the top of a pine tree on the side of our 2 story house and fell thru the branches and he scratched his ..i think cornia... it healed in a day.. but he was always getting into stuff..fearless!! he's was a little squirt too..
oh well i can relate!! see you all around!