Every day Every other hour... We're always thinking of you. You've got a lot of people pulling for you.... We love you A LOT!

Sarah, of course we think of you! You were one of the first people to welcome me and I have always loved the picture you have in your avatar. You fight fight fight this, and know that you have a whole community of people rooting for you.

Oh my God, you guys!!!! Man, you all sure know how to make a girl feel loved!!

Thank you from the bottom of my heart.

I'm doing ok! I had my first cycle of salvage chemo last week and am recovering quite nicely. This regimen is definitely some powerful juju, though!! -- although not quite as powerful as it could be if I were to get it delivered to me inpatient rather than outpatient, as I have, alas. It's a long story (for more detail, feel free to visit my blog!) but the jist of it is that it's looking like I'm going to switch both oncologists and hospitals. Stressful, but a good thing! I like my current oncologist very much, but I'm not sure he's the right oncologist for this moment in my cancer life. Maybe after the transplant. In the meantime, I need to get stronger chemo than he's able to give me outpatient, and I need to have the transplant done inpatient (as it's done almost everywhere -- but where I was planning on getting it done) because Lorraine can't take 4-6 weeks off of work to be my caregiver 25/7, as would be required if I did the stem cell transplant outpatient.

While it's stressful to change everything midstream, it's a good thing, though, and I'm feeling very positive and hopeful. In other news, Lorraine's family just left (which is a good thing), we're loving the house more than ever, and the pool should be done by the end of next week so I'll be able to get a few swims before I'm not allowed in the pool anymore!

Thank you again for everything.

Sarah -

You don't know me but I feel I know you a bit as I've been lurking here for a (shamefully) long time. I always found your posts to be full of wisdom, enthusiasm and humor and, despite everything you're going through, your posts still reflect this. You are truly amazing.

I'm just writing to say that I work at a major cancer center and you did the absolutely right thing by getting a second opinion (but you already knew that). And while I don't work with lymphoma patients, I have personally known several women (patients) who have come through stem cell transplants with flying colors. I feel confident that you will do the same.

Wishing you strength and courage as you fight this thing!

Good to hear from you, Sarah! I'm thinking of you still, of course. How is Lorraine doing? Last I remember, she was under the weather..

I am thinking of you and continue to send loving and healing thoughts to you.

Sarah Thanks for the update. I wished you lived closer so I could help out. I'm happy to hear your recovering well from the 1st cycle of salvage chemo. From reading this one can tell how positive you are. It's WONDERFUL!!! I'm sure you'll be quiet the mermaid once that pool is finish! It will be great tool for your workouts when that time comes. Sending many happy and healing vibes your way!

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Sarah, baby! I'm so glad to hear your update. Howie and I are walking right with you, as you have with us ever since you reached out to us here. We love you!

Sarah - Glad to hear that you are making good decisions for you!! Thinking about you always!!

Still thinking about you everyday and praying for your full recovery. You have such a positive attitude, it just puts me to shame when I complain about the little things. Keep your faith strong. Anything you need, just ask!
Your neighbor in Florida.....

Sarah,

I am so glad and releived that you selected the more aggressive treatment with your new oncologist. You are one brave lady. Hugs and kisses to you and Lorraine.

Sarah, I am really new here though after reading your blog I am amazed at what a positive attitude you have. Know that one more person is sending you prayers and thoughts. You and Lorraine are defintely in my prayers.
Anna

Wow, I've missed a bunch of important news! Sarah, sure sounds like you have your plan for kicking cancers a$$ well in hand. Sending a$$ kickin' vibes your way...: Thinking of you and Lorraine!

Hi Folks,

I noticed from Sarah's blog that she is having some tests tomorrow and Wednesday. Keep her in your thought ans prayers. We are here for you Sarah. Lorraine too! Kick cancer's butt!!!