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Originally Posted by CyndiM
Melanie - I'm definitely curious about your meals & quantities. It certainly sounds like you are a lot more focused and on plan than I've ever seen you so maybe the menus will give a hint. FWIW, it certainly seems like you're doing great!
Thank you for noticing that Cyndi, it is motivating for my efforts to noted!

I think it finally sunk in how to change my dietary plan over the past year. It was hard without the internet, I didn't have the support of this forum to do it and I would make excuses, thinking I couldn't do it if I didn't have the internet to hold me accountable. But one day I stopped making excuses and just did it! Did a clean phase 1, lost weight, was doing a great phase 2! Kept at it for awhile! It had finally sunk in! Somewhere along the line this year I went off plan again when I let personal problems get the best of me. And gained weight since. I did a clean Phase 1 again after a few months of this backslide, and was doing really great again. Moved to this new house and was eating terribly everynight to 'celebrate'. Bad, bad decision. Now I am totally in need of bad food detox.
That's why I am a bit frustrated, I had done so well and finally made that lifestyle change and got the hang of it, when I went back to my old habits and now that I'm back on Phase 1, I'm seeing no results and don't know what I'm doing wrong.
You know what guys, I don't like to do it but I might need to count my calories as well, just to see what's going on.
Edit: I do know what I'm doing wrong, as far as the backslide, that is completely my fault, I made the choice to eat the bad foods! Just thought I'd add that because when I re-read it looked like I wasn't accepting responsibility. Oops!