Part way through day 5. Why oh why can't I get on here more? Is it just working more, and trying to then go to the gym and also fixing healthy food (i.e., not eating out so much or relying on the "convenience" foods?) or is it just my calendar seems extra busy lately? Social engagements, other commitments (like babysitting), some de-cluttering in my few spare moments, trying to satisfy my husband's wishes? Argh! Did I say I
wanted to work more? Let me amend that to I
needed to work more, but with that comes a distressing dramatic drop-off of "me" time!! For about 6-7 months or so, I have been working only 2-3 days/week--that hurt! But now back to a full 4, sometimes 4-and-a-half or 5, that sucks! Can't I have a happy medium?
Oh well, not meaning to complain, really I'm not. It's just me. I am trying sooo hard to hang onto my gains and progress I've made these last several months, and I feel like I am not, maybe. I am letting my fitness goals slide. Yoga is great, yay, but I've got to do more cardio and weight-training! More spinning and swimming and running, etc.
Maybe this week-end--no football and no social commitments (yet).
Apple--you can't give up--you are sounding the strongest of all of us. I'm not sure what is going on, but it seems like several regulars on several other threads are also having dedication issues now as well. Is it the economy? The political change we have now (so still a sense of uncertainty about the future?) Is it the moon? Climate change? What?????
All I know is I am in the same boat as you and
Red, not really able to be strongly disciplined or focused right now.
And
Red--you can't admit defeat and throw in the towel--I firmly believe even if we are struggling, we still need to have our goals to shoot for and keep our conscious alive, even to feel guilty about not hitting our goals or not acing our challenges. If we just give up--that's like giving us free rein to do whatever and you know as soon as we do that, we will all really backslide in no time at all. And just think of
how hard it will be to come back from that!!! I think I have gained about 4 pounds--but I am
not quitting! I refuse to give up--just have to learn it is all a process, and soon, I will be able to really crank it back up again, and I will feel good that I didn't completely go AWOL and cause double or triple or worse the amount of damage that entails.
Come on guys--I am really sorry for not being on here as much as I should, but let's work together and try to kick this strange sort of malaise and ennui we have all been fighting.
I know we can.
