
Yes, I'm still alive and kicking - just still being so busy I hardly have time to answer my e-mails much less post.
Hope you all had a lovely New Years Eve - DH and I went to a late lunch with some friends then went home to cuddle on the couch and watch the festivities from the safety of our couch.... Needless to say, we both slept through the whole thing

Karen3? what in the world did you do? was, um, "demon rum" involved?
Glad to hear it sounds like your starting to feel a little better though.Me? I was simply decadent for the three days of Christmas that we spent in California - even ate cookies! Hadn't had regular, sugar laden cookies in a whole year. Managed to still keep the scale doing it's bouncey-bounce between 145 & 148 and thought I was fully committed to getting back in the groove and on the road to goal again but, sadly, tonight I fell prey to a bag of Chex Mix (at least is was one of those little snack size bags) and a Hershey bar
I'm sitting in a hotel in Indiana where they hand out goodie bags to the "guest of the day" - today it was me. No excuse - no one was going to be greatly offended if I didn't eat everything in the bag but I was tired so my guard was down. I'm in Indiana because I started my new job so I'm here for training. Started out so proud of myself because I made up a bunch of little "snack packs" with raw almonds, raisins and dried cranberries to carry with me in case of emergencies. Through the whole travel day I stuck with my resolve didn't touch an off plan food. Had a couple of hiccups and challenges with my itinerary but didn't use them as excuses to eat (or smoke either
) After a scrambled egg and banana for breakfast, I had a terrific day at the plant and met a bunch of really great people. Stuck with a grilled chicken breast and tomatoes for lunch and declined an invitation for pizza and beer for dinner (fell back on fatigue from the travel as an excuse
) and picked up a healthy request microwave dinner to nuke and eat in the room instead. Got to the room happily pooped only to be greeted by snack mix and a chocolate bar - and caved. Crud. Well, I guess it could have been worse. I get home Friday morning and won't be able to weigh until then so I'm going to have to spend the rest of the week watching myself really closely - if the scale still says 148 when I get home, I'll have to break down and adjust my ticker back up.I spend the rest of this week here then back home for a week then off to Ohio for another week of training. Come hellorhighwater I'm getting completely back on track and am shooting for a 26 inch waist by June :-D
Have a great evening!
see you tomorrow

I received a message this am on email to send it back and they will replace it.

. . . Gee, if this happens again anytime soon i may gop back to dial-up.
suppose to warm up this weekend..
for all rosey
On the smoking thing? I used the fear of gaining as an excuse not to quit for years and gained anyway. For me I don't think the nicotine (or lack of it) has affected me one way or the other metabolically - I think what happens is we are so focused on quitting smoking that we forget to pay attention to what we are eating. That ended up being the idea behind my complete change of heart and deciding to quit before I was at goal - I wanted to quit while I still had the food accountability mind set and I think it has been a big help.
Take care everyone and stay warm Rosey.
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