I'm having "issues" right now... bored and snack-time... would really like some sugar. But, I'm going to be strong. I was going to try to eat something to try to fool myself that it was sugary, but realized that that strategy will likely result in me just eating a bunch of stuff and not finding the right thing anyway. I'm just going to lay down and read for a while, hope it passes on. I can't have anything SF, because even the little bit of sweetener I had today is giving me a headache. It's just not worth the headache. I still have until tomorrow to get the stevia to try that. Maybe I"ll try some Vanilla tea without sugar. I usually drink it with sugar, but maybe I'll make it weaker and see how it goes.

I've still made it this far - when I make it through tomorrow, I should be over the hump.
I just realized that I have a party on Sunday - two hours driving there, hour of church, party afterwards - two hours home. I had better find something satisfying to pack with me, I'm not chancing that there will be good food for me. Maybe I'll make the bean brownies and take them WITH me. If I don't tell anyone they're bean, they won't know, will they? Are they good enough to pass off as real brownies, or just good enough for someone who wants chocolate and is willing to settle?