Rhonda -- congrats on the new position! YAY!
MJ -- thanks for asking!
I see that most of you are struggling a little this week... but also finding that you can overcome it. That's very important. I know that I oftentimes throw up my hands when I overeat or fail to exercise... and it's not hard to do. Stay strong ladies. I know we can do this, and if we don't believe it we need to keep saying it until we do
Things have been a little hectic as of late. Sunday night my shoulder started hurting really badly and so I've been trying to stay off the computer outside of work, and when I do get on the computer, I have a lot of projects that I'm working on, and planning for the wedding, etc. It's only a month away now! My shoulder doesn't do too bad during the day, but I've been having a problem when I sleep. Apparently I move constantly throughout the night and that will actually wake me up and then I'm miserable and can't go back to sleep. I also think it was keeping me from really healing, because every night I just toss and turn and cause more stress and pain for those muscles. However, I think I have finally found a way for me to sleep without really moving much... today I feel much better and did not wake up in pain. Not to say the pain still isn't there, but more of a low throb, like a headache. If it doesn't show signs of improvement or the pain continues to be extreme, I may have to bite the bullet and go see a doctor for some stronger pain killers or _something_.
On the weight loss side -- I've been pretty good about my exercise up until Sunday when this started hurting. I haven't neglected my exercises entirely, but a lot of things hurt for me, so I have been taking it easy by walking and doing some light stretches that feel good when I do them, and not doing the ones that hurt. My food was pretty bad for awhile... but it's getting better. Today I stayed up pretty late and got really hungry, but I didn't eat because I already ate the calories I should have. I ate more chocolates than I should have, but I stayed within my calories.
This morning when I was getting undressed for the shower, I thought, "Maybe I am going crazy, but I think I look smaller." The scale only said 275, but I pulled out the tape measurer and my hips were 51, my waist 45 and my bra 43. I am basically a pillar shape, LOL. My hips and bra didn't really move much -- an inch, but my waist has moved 3 inches from a few days ago.
I'm trying a new approach with my weight loss -- I'm going to try taking more protein and eating smaller, more frequent "snacks" and doing some weights/stretches every day with some walking or on the bike. I'm not going to focus on getting my heart rate up so much as just working out my muscles. I think this latest bout with my shoulder blade is teaching me that I shouldn't be so brass with my attempts -- though I am young, my body is still fragile and I need to be careful not to hurt myself. It is definitely not hard to do that.
The new job is going great, and it looks like they may be moving me to full time next week... though the past two weeks I've more or less been full time with over 35hrs a week (but not quite 40). John is still looking.
OK, now I'm going to walk over to a Salon nearby and see if I can make an appointment or get my hair cut right then and there... it's been a long time overdue. I've got a ton of errands I need to do today, too.