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Well, tomorrow I go in for a weigh in with my IP coach (who is wonderful) I got on the scale today and I was down ten pounds so I hope maybe I can wow her with 11 or 12 pounds but maybe I am just really fantisizing. She said from the beginning that she thought that i would probably have weight loss and fat burning results more like the men do due to my muscle mass, and that was great news for me- because I can only hope to be losing 5-7 pounds a week, but we shall see since the diet has thrown me some serious health issues with migraines galore and extreme chronic fatigue- and during the third day i lost a chunk of my hair and have a bald spot but I don't think that was the diet but needless to say the coach and the doctor freaked a little.
Today, I have had in my hands giving my son Milano cookies and a blueberry scone, macaroni and cheese, cheez its, a sugar cookie box laying open- fruit loops and half the time i had to just hold my nose! its bad enough to have the stuff in your house but to have a whole box of cheeze its in your lap and trying to hold your breath.... WELL THAT JUST SUCKS! but i managed to not eat any of it. i started feeling really lousy and went on a brisk 40 minute walk with my son and felt a little better but i tell you i was SOOO close to just grabbing those cheeze its and sugar cookies and plopping inn front of the TV out of exhaustion more than anything!!! and the really really BIZARRE FREKIN ANNOYING AS **** THING is I didn't crave ANY OF THIS JUNK before I got on this diet, I used to not eat anything all day until night( i usuallly just forgot) and I used to make cookies and not even eat one because I just didn't feel like it. And now I feel like I have a chorus line singing to me from the cabinets and the pantry and I am like WHAT THE HECK? After i had my son I like "lost" my sweet tooth and NOW it wants to make a come back? serioiusly, i used to FORGET TO EAT ALL DAY and now its like being on the front lines. And I HAVE AN IRON WILL- and I guess I still do because I haven't cheated or anything but I never thought I would have to talk myself out of it. and i never expected to feel so lousy when everyone else starts feeling so "good" after they detox!!! GRRRR- I'm frustrated.
I'd appreciate any replies to anything.
Hang in there
MuayThaiGoddess! You're a goddess, you don't need that junk. Do you think Athena had a chorus line on Mount Olympus trying to get her to eat Cheez-Its? No! But those are my personal favorite. However- remember all the money you sunk into this and the fact that you are getting healthier and doing something GREAT for your body! You can do it. You have an iron will and you sound stubborn too. That's one of my best qualities, if I do say so myself. I am laughing about your description of a choir singing from the cupboards.

Do you drink coffee? Flavored decaf coffee (no sweetener) has been my saving grace. I never used to drink it. But it's such a nice change from water and it's allowed on this diet. Give it a try if you want a different taste and a little treat. You are doing great! It's cool that you get to walk so much at your job- I'm so jealous. I have to sit behind a desk all day doing IT analysis. Yet another reason to get off my butt and open my own business...
I'm so sorry your hair fell out!! What happened there? Check with your doctors- are you on any crazy medications? My friend Mandi had her hair fall out from chemotherapy drugs for her lupus/auto-immune disorder. Very scary. But she's stubborn too so she just shaved it all off and she looks really hot! But I want you to keep your hair in your head so you'd better de-stress a little. Do some deep breathing or meditation? I have to do more of that to calm down my crazy brain.
I'm going to jump over to the new thread. Jordanna posted the link above- everyone come along and join the party! Love you all.
Oh I just finished my coffee and it was glorious!
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MuayThaiGoddess - The first week of IP was awful for me. That's my motivation not to cheat - I don't want to go through it again. I was dead tired, dragging, just wanted to sleep every single day. I think after the 3rd week I felt much better and now I feel as normal as can be (minus the pain meds- ugh!). So the fact that you feel terrible I think is normal. What doesn't anyone warn us properly about these things? Also your weight loss is incredible- 10 pounds at LEAST!!!! WOW!!!

Your coach is gonna faint!