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Originally Posted by 3bigdogs
AmberI see now you have that info posted in your stats, sorry I missed that. So was your original goal 150 and you adjusted to 155? I have 9# to goal (my goal is 150, I'm 5'7), but lately I'm SO hungry! Plus losing slowly. I'm still on protocol but feeling like I need to adjust something.
3bigdogs, here was my situation. I likely am about to give you more information than you need. However I will echo again the discussion about reaching maintenance is more than just the logistics - for me the transition was actually far more to do with the mental part - the nutrition/food has not been too hard for me, and I find it really nourishing and good.
I originally thought my goal would be about 160. About half way into the program I changed it to 149/150 as in my 20s that seemed a good weight for me. I wanted to get there so also I would have maybe 5lbs "wiggle room" for the few pounds weight gain that I anticipated would come with glycogen stores, TOM, etc.
When I got to 160 the doctor did many tests and told me that basically I was very healthy and could definitely stop if I wanted. However, they had gotten to know me very well and how I also functioned mentally, and could tell I wouldn't feel complete with the protocol unless I tried to get down further, and they didn't want me to keep trying for another year after I finished P1.
However, once attempting to get there, as I wrote, my body just didn't want to do it. The doctor also reminded me of a few things: 1. That goal weight was something I chose when I was in a 22 year old body, and I am now in a 47 year old body. 2. I do have a little hanging skin which could be causing a few extra pounds. 3. That may or may not have even been the right weight for me at that time. 4. Likely what I really wanted was to start toning up - the only place on my body that I wasn't pleased with was my tummy, which is where I have always carried my weight, and they said that what I was seeing was actually the skin, not fat, and that it may tone up over the next year, or I may consider surgery in a year if I still feel uncomfortable (I am not sure that is something I want to do, but I don't need to worry about it for a year anyway).5. I have a big larger bone structure and seem to be need to carry a little more weight than some that are my height, and also I exercise regularly and may have more muscle now than then (I'm not sure about that because I was working out intensely all my life).6. They said I would very likely lose weight in P2, 3, and 4 (I did). They also said they have patients that lose up to 10lbs under goal over the year after P1 is over.
I do see now even in just 6 weeks into P4 that my body is still redistributing and as my abs get stronger my tummy is also changing a little. I am also not clear, and that is something I will take this year to sort out, what is a form of body dysmorphia, what is related to unreasonable expectations or some form of vanity or unneeded perfection, what is just something I need to face about aging, etc. Is there somewhere in my mind where I think if my body looks just as I think it should, that I will be "happy" or at peace, or that bad/stressful things won't happen as often? Having been overweight a lot of my life on and off, I have a habit of "future" thinking - things will be better when my body is better. Things like that.
As far as the being hungry at the end of P1- for me, it was just that my body was ready for the next thing. It's a question of how long you want to hold out. P2 didn't change much for me so I only stayed on for a week, but within two days of P3 I felt really great again, and my body was really pleased with the extra calories and the addition of fats and a little carb.
In P4 have hit around 151 on my scale from time to time, but usually I'm somewhere around 153, sometimes up 2lbs and then back down. However, that is including adding muscle, and my inches have gone down.
Right now, for this year I really want my focus to be health - getting my body strong (not to lose weight but to be fit), nourishing it the way it wants (it wants a good portion of fat and gets upset if I try to do a P1 day without extra fat), and being at peace mentally and emotionally. I consider 155 to still be my goal, 158 caution, 160 scream and do something. That may change over time, as I may need to do more like 160 caution 165 scream, but we will see.
I am sure that was far more information than you were asking for, but I remember being in your shoes, and it's a very tricky time. The ladies on the Maintenance thread said "Just Breathe" as I started to get overly intense about it all. Feel free to ask more questions, I had a lot, and just needed (and still need) to write things out here, mostly for myself, but the feedback I have gotten has been invaluable to me, and has helped me stay calm and sort things out.