I wear an odd size - a 38I. I always buy online and can find that and dozens of other sizes, including large cups (up to a J) with small backs (down to a 28).

Google 'Linda the Bra Lady' or try www.herroom.com

Eliana , I don't know if there is one where you live, but have you thought of going to a corsetiere for a fitting ?

I'm another frequent shopper at Fredericks. I've bought everything there from 38DD (way back when I was like 14) to my current 36F...and the best part, if you find a store they will have your size in stock! You can actually try it on!...

I was amazed when I went in and asked "do you guys have anything 36F in stock" and the lady at the desk said they had it in all but two of the styles. I actually got to try them on before I bought them, which was wonderful because when you're that big a lot of times you get stuck ordering online and you never know if you're going to like it until it gets to your house..

Anyways, Fredericks all the way!

With my changing body, I don't care to spend the money. Perhaps closer to goal.