Well I made a NEW pot, well still a baby pot, but taller than before. My pottery teacher sort of went "WOW YOU LEARN FAST!" haha... So, we ended up throwing clay on the wheel because I like did the trimming quickly haha. He did most of it though to be fair, I was a bit skittish about it and he knows I lack confidence with it. The new pot is a little better...it has a bit of a gash on one side, but hahaha...oh well lol.
Pottery is so much fun! It makes me want to learn other things like knitting or mosaics...yay! He and his assistant want to take my picture for their "wall of fame" hahahahaha...basically they want to show people taking the lessons etc. But I sort of had a moment where I thought to myself "if I was 340 pounds, I wouldn't be here, I would break the little seat I'm on and they wouldn't want a picture maybe".... so I sort of had this weird feeling come over me. You know some stranger wants to take a photograph of fatastic me...so, I said "yeah okay" and just thought to myself how before I would avoid a photo at all costs. Not anymore. I mean even my family has noticed I jump right in there when they take photos. I don't run away and hide. Perhaps that is a change, I'm not sure. I'm still shy, but not as much. I'm still really big, yeah, but I dunno it isn't the same. I think you all will understand what I'm trying to say I think.
Little things...little victories. Still stalled on the weight I'm sure, still a bit bloaty. No more carbs...
Well good carbs!
