Feeling Friday - I am rejoining Weight Watchers this week, even if I have to go alone (friend has to weight for the money to join). I know that when I've gone to meetings before I found it easier to stay on track because I was only facing 7 days at a time, then started all over after weigh in. The last year, trying to do this on my own hasn't worked. So even if I hate to spend the $15 a week on a meeting AND even if I don't like the women who work at WW, I am going to continue going. I see it as the only way to make myself accountable each and every day. I know the program works. I just have to get myself in line. I want to lose 30 pounds (maybe more, we'll see when I get there). I want to lose those pounds to feel better about myself, both health-wise to avoid the heart problems, high blood pressure, and diabetes that runs in my family, and also to feel good about myself. I might have nice clothes now, but I don't feel good in them. I always think that people look at me and see the overweight me, not the real me that lives inside. For once I don't want to assume that guy couldn't possibly be looking at me because I'm too invisible under all this extra weight. And finally, I want to wear the sexiest red dress I can find to our formal Christmas party this year and know I look fabulous! I am going to succeed this time, because if I don't I am just going to have to accept the fact that I am meant to be this size, and I don't believe that.
I've got almost 48 oz of water in so far today. Do any of you have a WW food scale? Do you think it is good, or should I buy a scale from a kitchen supply store? I want to do this portion thing properly.
Punkin, how is Maia today? Poor little thing. Hope you have a great weekend!
Amy, I think we should do a weigh in once a week. Do we want to pick one day to report here?
Eydie, wow...7 lbs! That's almost worth getting the pap.
Sheila, Happy Anniversary to you and E. Hope you have a great weekend!
Flower, get yourself a new keyboard! They're pretty cheap...you can usually find one for under $20. We want you back!
Lennylou, what a nice thing to do for your friend on her birthday! I'm sure she appreciated it. Did you resist the chocolate demons?
K, I'm off. Going to call my WW buddy and see if she can get the money together for tomorrow.