I want my boyfriend to be able to carry me and not break his back. You know the cliche when you get married he carries you into the room. Yea that needs to happen.

I want to be cute and pregnant. With a baby bump. Not jiggly wiggly all over and cant tell if im just fat or prego.

I want to compete in dance again. and open my own studio. Dance is my passion! I was captain of my highschool dance team and it just gives me so much joy. Its not easy dancing and leaping with all this extra baggage. Once i lose the weight i will take up some more classes so i can open my own studio.

I want to wear baby-doll t-shirts and jeans from Vanity.

Me too! It'd be cool to be like Uma Thurman in Kill Bill- to be able to kick some serious *** and look hot while doing it. Well, minus all of the killing and ripping out eyes and stuff.

Another goal of mine is to independently ride a bicycle all 7500 miles from Cairo to Cape Town, via East Africa. It wouldn't necessarily require me to lose weight, but it would probably need a higher level of fitness and more endurance than I have at the moment.

I want my DH to carry me to the bedroom, mwahahaha!
Also, to not get stuck in jeans in the dressing room, hopping around trying get out of them, and end up falling and whacking my head on the wall.
Not that that's happened....

My goals are:
Look hot as a bridesmaid in December.
Wear a bikini in summer 2009.
Have a flat stomach.
Smaller arms.
Wear a size six.
See if I have cheekbones.
See if my dimple when I smile becomes more noticeable.

Oh yeah and...

I want to make my ex jealous.

I want the weight listed on my driver's license to NOT be a lie.

I want to enlist in the Army. I have about 12% body fat to lose or about 50 lbs whichever comes first.
I want to run a marathon.
Something that is really weird is I want to do one night of stripping in an actual strip club. Yeah weird and all that but y'know.

I want to have a single-digit pants size. Ahhhhh yes.

Go to auditions and not be the biggest one there (at a size 12 now that's happening!!!)

Be eligible for younger roles, so I don't have to get wig-ed and age makeup-ed for the shows I do!

weird goal for me...

To wear a bikini to the swimming pool, and feel amazing in it.

Also.. I'd really like to have a boyfriend! lol.. never had one (yes, embarrassing I know...) and I have a huge crush on one of my best friends, and I think he feels the same, but I'd really like to feel good about myself enough to presue a relationship beyond being "just friends" with him.. and right now, thats just out of the question... I'm too ashamed of my body to even get within 2 inches of a guy.

- I like to be a personal trainer one day
- Be a size 2 or 4 (I'm 5'1")
- I'd love to be able to wear a bikini and not worry that people were thinkng I shouldn't be wearing
- Wear short shorts or skirts during the summer

i want to be able to use normal sized bath towels instead of bath sheets

i want to be able to wear horizontal striped tops without fear of looking huge!

Nothing weird about none of those goals. We just appreciate things that other people take for granted because of our size. My goals are easy.
1. wear a white apndex tube dress confidently
2. Sit in a plane, roller coaster and bus with no seat stress
3. NOT be the biggest person at the family reunion, class reunion
4. Look my age
5. Ride piggy back without worrying about the guy's spinal cord
6. Be told I am beautiful, not "you don't look bad for a big girl"

Nothing weird about them at all.

I'd like to be Princess Peach for Halloween. I love Peach!!